Far Away Feeling Sorry

I would like to participate so much more, but can't - too much is going on, I have a very hard time organizing my priorities.

It leaves a heavy feeling in me not to be able to contribute the amount and the quality I want. It makes a difference being only responsible for myself or feeling that I have to respond to you...

Into a New World

Learning myself into a new world

It is hard sometimes
There seems to be no end

Challenged

The breakthrough seems so far

The higher I get the more I see

My world is different now

blurred IMAGEs

daring to look deep down

vague ideas of what awaits me there

unclear, unfinished, constantly moving

nothing is set, flowing in space and time

fear of the unknown, the unchangeable

yet room for creativity, development, growth

curiosity, excitement, courage, humility

a fuzzy image is there - i can't get a hold of it

searching for the unkown to find peace

bloGGing

Starting A blog. Sharing.

Living moments. Struggling to hold time. Fast forward, too fast. Losing and gaining my 2 worlds.

Living Being Meaning.